Day 24 - evening

Haven't posted for a while. I've had some urges at the thought of staying up for the election.

Sometimes when I'm in a bar or a coffee shop I see someone strike a match or flick a bic to light a cigarette and it looks like the most beautiful thing in the world. But I try to just appreciate it aesthetically. Chewing gum is not beautiful.

Day 22 - afternoon

I have dental floss stuck between my teeth.

Day 22 - afternoon

V. stressful day. Combination of chest pains and smoking urges. Glad I'm not smoking though. Too much artery panic.

Day 20 - evening

I must confess I'm bored, hungry and angry a lot of the time.

Empty ashtrays and open spaces make me want to smoke. It seems a waste not to.