Day 2 - Morning
Everything was good on the home front. A good night's sleep. Wife and I in self-righteous glow of health this morning. According to wife's chart, CO is leaving our bodies. I don't know what CO is but apparently I'm better off without it.
Been very busy at work so haven't had a chance to post. I was quite testy this morning and poured scorn on several emails we'd received overnight. I'm OK now. The hardest thing is still that constant 'remembering' that you can't pop out for a quick smoke. Not to trivialise anyone's grief but it's almost like a bereavement.
'Alas poor Marlboro'.
This morning as I was walking (and chewing gum frantically) I found myself bothered by the loss of identification with Paul Simon's line 'so we bought a pack of cigarettes' in 'Homeward Bound'. Then I realised that was slightly absurd. Nonetheless it's a large part of what bothers me. More on this another time.
Quite hungry now. And I think I mighbt be devloping gills. Still have that bacon taste. Which in turn just makes me more hungry.
Been very busy at work so haven't had a chance to post. I was quite testy this morning and poured scorn on several emails we'd received overnight. I'm OK now. The hardest thing is still that constant 'remembering' that you can't pop out for a quick smoke. Not to trivialise anyone's grief but it's almost like a bereavement.
'Alas poor Marlboro'.
This morning as I was walking (and chewing gum frantically) I found myself bothered by the loss of identification with Paul Simon's line 'so we bought a pack of cigarettes' in 'Homeward Bound'. Then I realised that was slightly absurd. Nonetheless it's a large part of what bothers me. More on this another time.
Quite hungry now. And I think I mighbt be devloping gills. Still have that bacon taste. Which in turn just makes me more hungry.
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