Evening - part 2
Slightly more under control now. Giving up smoking is great if you ever one to find out just how nerve scrapingly irritating the people around you are.
At the moment I'm in the pit of despair, but I do question why I would want to be addicted to something that gave me such violent rages when I'm deprived of it. At least crack or smack are supposed to pleasurable in and of themselves.
Right now there's a bird's nest in my throat and only smoke will clear it out. I swallow it and feel the amber hardening in my lungs.
Off to take a bath now. I used to smoke in the bath, but I haven't done that for a long time so that should be one place that I don't obsess about cigarettes.
At the moment I'm in the pit of despair, but I do question why I would want to be addicted to something that gave me such violent rages when I'm deprived of it. At least crack or smack are supposed to pleasurable in and of themselves.
Right now there's a bird's nest in my throat and only smoke will clear it out. I swallow it and feel the amber hardening in my lungs.
Off to take a bath now. I used to smoke in the bath, but I haven't done that for a long time so that should be one place that I don't obsess about cigarettes.
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