Day 10 - morning
So yesterday breezed by. I had one impulse to run out and buy a pack, but after indulging the thought managed to hold off.
Weirdly the biggest pang was caused by seeing a picture of Kate Winslet smoking. Her faux down-to-earthness really annoys me. How come she can smoke and I can't? 'Look at me! I'm so normal and down to earth that I'll have a quick fag in between takes.' She probably has some kind of secret Hollywood lung and blood cleaning procedure. Bastards. All tools of The Man.
Anyway, I got past it. Don't really know why it bothered me. Jealousy I suppose. Jealousy that someone else could still experience that little smoky slice of heaven. She's probably miserable and wishing she could give up. Yes. let's go with that.
Weirdly the biggest pang was caused by seeing a picture of Kate Winslet smoking. Her faux down-to-earthness really annoys me. How come she can smoke and I can't? 'Look at me! I'm so normal and down to earth that I'll have a quick fag in between takes.' She probably has some kind of secret Hollywood lung and blood cleaning procedure. Bastards. All tools of The Man.
Anyway, I got past it. Don't really know why it bothered me. Jealousy I suppose. Jealousy that someone else could still experience that little smoky slice of heaven. She's probably miserable and wishing she could give up. Yes. let's go with that.
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